13 June 2008
what is wrong with me? this is what i keep asking myself. do you ever just want to jump into someone else's body and experience what it's like to be her for a day? just to see. just to see. just to see if she thinks like i do, or i am just a nut case sometimes. i think i've been feeling worthless these days only because i'm not doing much. my independent study classes have not yet arrived, and as a result i find myself doing laundry a little too often, spending a little too much time at the pool, and eating a little too much every hour of the day. i feel like i am losing talents that i use to have. i was doing some google searches online, because, why not? and i found this thing that i remember seeing on the cover of a hallmark freshink card (my favorite cards on the entire earth). it's my new mantra. i'm going to recite it everyday and get some self-worth back. i'm in a funk, which is the reason there have been no posts (my old blog depresses me more than i can honestly explain. it is so ugly and i can't understand why it doesn't want to work for me all of a sudden. this is why i have started over. oh, it hurts). anyway, here it is. i am all of these things, and more. and so are all of you. goodday.