goldie is sleeping peacefully in her bed. her sickness is gone, finally, and she's back to her happy old self. her schedule is also back--- very thankful for my clock-work baby. i've had a few days to really sit back and think about what i'm going to do about the way that i'm feeling about things. i've had a lot of moments of clarity, some really amazing chats with my husband, and i've set some goals for myself that i think are going to be very doable.
me, contemplating life. not really, just feeding goldie a bottle i think.
don't you ever just have those random hard weeks? i haven't had one in awhile, so last week kind of really threw me off balance. woah there, what is happening? but i honestly think that we have those moments or weeks (or maybe it's just me) so that we can sit back, be humbled, figure out what really matters, get our feet back, calm down, breathe, and remember that we can do whatever we put our minds to. i also think we have those moments so that we can remember that we're human and that it's okay to feel down or upset about something.
anyway, i'm feeling better. life is good, even when you let it kick you in the face sometimes.