guess what? i've had an epiphany (which my sister-in-law jenye helped me with yesterday). so you know how lately i've been writing about how i feel like i'm stressed all the time about nothing? and how jake is so laid back about everything? i've realized that this is the balance i've been looking for! see, when jake married me, i think he became a little more responsible. for example, he started being on time for things, he became more aware of stuff happening around him, and he actually registered for his class months before the semester began (which is ground breaking people, i'm telling you). and then i started to laugh a lot more, and relax a lot more (of course i still had my OCD tendencies that i am actually grateful for), and not take things so seriously. so what it all comes down to is that jake has rubbed off on me, and i have rubbed off on jake, and we'll continue to do that for the rest of our lives, which means (hopefully, cross your fingers) i will be who i want to be by the time i die! such good news.
so i'm ok! i'm totally normal! you just don't understand how happy this makes me.
bahhhhh! that's all i have to say today. much love.