23 August 2008
I am...hopeful. I think...endless, random thoughts. I know...the sky is blue and the grass is green, and that god really loves me. I want...to backpack europe with my husband while he grows a beard and i wear a bandana and never wash my hair. now, please. I have... a beautiful, sometimes not-so-beautiful life. I wish...to never speak badly of others. i also wish i was goose girl. I hate...child abuse. especially public display of child abuse. nothing boils my blood more. I miss... my grandma, more than i can explain. I fear...that i'm wasting time when i could be doing great things. I feel... happy when jake gets home. I hear...crickets. I smell...lime and mandarine. I search...for my soul, for who i really have the potential to become. I wonder...if this summer will ever end and give my jake a break. I regret...not taking the violin more seriously. I love...jake. I care...deeply for my friends and family. I always... love to laugh, eat, and spend time with good, wonderful people. I am not...a good sleeper. I believe...in the goodness of people. I dance... whenever i can....often it's by myself after watching SYTYCD. seriously. I sing... to jake at night in bed and he always tells me i need to calm down. ha! I don't...give to others as i should. I write...on this blog way too often. I win... at paper, rock, scissors. i can read people's minds, or jake's at least. I lose... at brick breaker. every freaking time. I never...eat olives. ew. i do not like olives. or blue cheese for that matter. I listen...when someone needs to talk. i've found i'm a way better listener than i am a talker. I can usually be found... in an antique store. i love, love antiques. I am scared of...wasting my life. I read... any good book i can get my hands on. when i die one day i want people to remember me as "the girl who always had her nose in a book." don't ask me why. I am happy about... my life. i don't have much to complain about. I tag: jake vela (i'm copying brittany...this is my chance to get him to FINALLY write on "our" blog), rachie, katie, jenye.