i've lost my power to write... i feel like i used to have some inspiring things to say, or at least some good stories. not anymore. i've been feeling up and down lately--so tired, but happy and nothing to complain about, ya know? just kind of blah. our days are busy and happy and sometimes long. sometimes i feel so tired that i could literally fall asleep on the hard wood floor. i worry about finding renters. i worry about finding a place to live in san fran. i worry about lots of little things. but then i realize that worrying doesn't help anything so i just turn the thoughts off and focus on something else, like giving baths and reading books and brushing hair. anyway. i will come back. going to the beach in a few days for 1 week and i really think that will help me clear my head and get some inspiration going.